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Sunday 15 July 2012

Dance high on the Reunion!!!

Unfortunately I got ATKT and I had to return back for the re-exam on 24th June. My exam was on 28th June. This time I planned out everything so that I could attend the class re-union party. Since I missed out the last two, my friends were really angry on me. So this time I promised my friends to be their. It was scheduled on 27th. Again they all will be upset with me. I had no choice but to return back to my college campus. I knew everyone would again think that its another of my excuses. So I didnt inform anyone before returning back.

As I completed my paper, the thought of calling everyone popped up. I immediately grabbed my phone to call my friends and I stopped. I knew they won't be picking up so I let it go. Again i made them sad. I broke my promise. With teary eyes i logged on my facebook account to check out the latest updates. I have lost count on them from the time I came back. There was a message on the official page of the reunion. "Party re-scheduled to 29th evening 7pm, do attend!" Woah! Now thats what I call a miracle.So this is what happens when you really wanna do something from your heart. God helps them who helps themselves. So here it was. I immediately packed and got back to the bus station for the next bus. 
After 3 hours of crazy dancing we were hungry!!!

My next session was going to start on 2nd july, but i don't care. I know exactly what I wanted at that particular instant. It was not to break my promise and make my friends smile. Yes I did sttend the re-union with some awesome crazy dancing. head bangs and the yummy chinese food!!!! And yeah not to forget the ICE CREAM! Gosh I was so happy to see everyone. Its so good to get back with the people with whom you have grown. You grew with them, all the old memories and the promises to be together till the end were relived. All I could conclude from that day was we were happy to get back to each other, and those who missed it "GUYS! YOU CHEATERS!!! ANOTHER EXCUSE:P"

Journey from un-named to get into pharmacy!

Ever felt the urge to be everything? I wanted to be a architect,miss India, miss world, miss universe, dancer, singer, scientist, research holder, doctor, anchor, comedian, talker and many more. But these all were the things that i wanted to be when i was a kid. The kid phase in my life was when my first priority was my cycle and water bottle. The only thing I never wanted to be was an artist, a painter, a sketcher or anything related to the various forms of arts and crafts. I am horrible at it. As soon as I start drawing I give up. Not because I can't draw. Its because its the only thing in which my awesome patience levels never works according to my expectations.

Still I kept trying untill one day my sister asked me not to torture the drawing sheet anymore. Realizing that I suck, I gave it up completely. Then came my adolscence phase. The phase when i started reading books, watch movies and serials. The phase which made me realize that even i i have gland which secrete feelings. Watching movies or serials, or reading books with the tint of feelings made me react accordingly. I started to smile, cry, get angry, blush and enjoy all the other emotions. I stopped doing everything like reading books or watching serials and movies in front of anyone.

I wanted to be a writer, journalist, actor, and still a doctor. All I wanted to be was somewhat famous. But nothing worked out. Finally i tried to go on for the profession which everyone loved in my family. I also adored it from my childhood. It was being a doctor. Deciding to get into this profession also meant i can leave maths for ever. I didn't opt for math in my +2 level. But I never wanted to get into the serving purpose. Afterall a profession should also let you earn without getting into anything wrong or illegal. Still I always wanted to go further for research studies in medicines. Inventing new medicines and curing people. Or working out on new projects on genetics and microbiology. All these things fascinated me.

Though I thought of getting into every possible profession that came into my mind, i choose it out of all the wealthy ones. As we all know how much one studies after he or she gets into an posh school. Same way I too started taking things lightly and finally lost my grip over what I wanted to be. All my medical entrance exams didnt fetch my hopes more than being in the waiting list. Then one fine morning asked whether i would like to join the pharmaceutical line or not. The field which deals with every research related to the medical and chemistry line. First of all I wan determined only to go for what I have always aspired to be. But gradually it changed into a frustration of reaching till the waiting list and i said a yes for it. My father got me into pharma manegerial field ie "B.Pharm+MBA" integrated five year course. Though I was frustrated at first, now I somewhat like it. I always wanted to get into research and also I wanted to get into a manegerial line. So here I land up in the perfect thing which remained un-named and un noticed to me all thses years.



Now I exactly know what I wanna be and what I aim for. Thanks dad for understanding me more than myself and getting me on my perfect dream world. It took sometime for me to realise that what you  got me into was what I always wanted to get into. But now I am gonna make it work to the best I can.

Saturday 14 July 2012

She's cho cute!!!:)

Everyday its the same routine. Go to college and walk back on the same path. me and my roommates walk back tired and totally frustrated. We are habituated. Now we can walk even with closed eyes because we exactly know the number of turns and steps on the way. As usual today also we were walking back tired when we noticed a cute little thing which brought back lives into us.

It was the cute little baby girl on the hand made swing. Her brother was playing with her and she was smiling...Awww!!! Her smile, that is the perfect thing we all needed at that time to make us jolly. Her parents works as laborers in the construction area nearby. She made me smile when I needed it the most. And she needed nothing to make me smile, to make me laugh. Ohh man!!! i could have gobled her up......:) Seriously am gonna make sure till her parents work here we the students do something for such kids. But for now Oh My God!!!! She's cho cute!!!!!

Monday 9 July 2012

Love isn't made for everyone......

Love-a feeling of strong personal attachment or an emotion full of kindness, compassion and affection. It is all about commitment, hope, care, understanding and the most important thing we happily do it all. I believe-"Once in love, forever in love". Love makes you sacrifice happily, but is it worth it?

Being at the end of my teenage, I have come across of all the nearby forms of falling into this feeling. Attractions, crushes, the so called serious crush, and finally i fell for someone deeply. He also started liking me. We got to know each other more prominently. Things started improving between us and the world seemed like a beautiful rainbow. And you can guess the history....

Ah! Wait a second, i was kidding! I wanna make a stand on the fact that What happens as a history is not same for every other person. What if the other person is using you for emotionally? What if he just needs you to pamper and take care of him. Being flirty sweetly, questioning you on things which he is sure of to make you blush, the little pussy conversations at night on the phone and the silence breaths. I am sure your heart just skipped a beat. The other half of the story is he makes you fall for him, not because he loves you back. Its because he just needs attention.

On the other hand, you are ready to sacrifice it all, may that be your own self-respect, your sleep which finally results in scary dark spots. Such guys will definitely after they get bored or start getting attention from somewhere else. So whats the use in wasting an important phase of your life on them? God has given us girls a wonderful ability known as "The 6th Sense" from which am sure you know exactly when the guy means what. So stop it from the beginning. Either mention it to them specifically or the best way is to ignore. Love is beautiful as well as dreadful.

Many a times its so harmful that it plays with your life and so with your. family. Family members are the once who loves us the most. No one else can beat them on that. Girls, if you start liking someone at first start expecting immediately. I know expectation breaks relations, but if is really love whatever happens you two will still be together. Everyone isn't lucky enough to experience Love. It comes to only few in the full true form, other are just destroyed by the vision of it. I aint against love, but i would like others to be precautious.

So be aware, because this can be injurious to you. As said "prevention is better than cure". I am not against love, its a wonderful feeling, but be aware because all that glitters isnt gold. Start expecting, stay alert and even though you have no time to think about yourself, take a break from it to give yourself some importance. Afterall if the person really fell for you, don't you think you deserve a bit more care??. Don't get stuck into this black hole till you are sure about it.


Because everyone is not lucky enough to experience the full form of love, they just have a vision of it which can turn out to be dark!!!!

Sunday 8 July 2012

Resolutions for Ever New Morning!!!!

Every year ends with more anxiety and curosity. Is't it so with you guys? For me it definitely is. Who knows whats there wrapped in that big box. And you are staring at it with wide bright eyes twinkling. Expectations folded in our arms we try to gather all the courage and get ready for the new bang in our life. So in the process of getting ready we also promise to never ever do the same mistakes that spoil the year ahead.

"A New Year Resolution- a commitment that a person makes to one or more personnel goals, projects, or the reforming of the habit." May that be a habit or continuous repeatation of the same mistake. These new year resolutions are carried out for a few days and as said "Resolutions are made not to be followed". We forget them as soon as we adopt them. So exactly what should be done not to spoil the process of getting ready?

Here it comes, Since every new year deserves a bang on resolutions so does every new start. This is more like a precautious measure we take. Because we all know it gonna break soon. So make it for a short period of time. I know planning always doesn't work but whose asking you to plan up things, its kind of time consuming. So here are some points by which you can get ready for the unveiled, unrevealed and mysterious big box:
1. Make a resolutions as soon as you wake up every new morning, because afterall its a new start.
2. Try your best to follow it so that it remains unbroken till the end of the day.
3.Also strategies on how you have to go about it.
4.Make sure you don't repeat the same mistake in breaking it up every day, or else you will get habituated .

lastly but not the least you wake up early in the morning so that the sounds of the birds chirping, the slow breeze and the calm polite surrounding doesn't hamper your thought process. And offcourse if you are late you wont have the sufficient time to think properly. So with every new morning its a new start. With every new start there always has to be a resolutions for the process of getting ready so that the excitment of knowing what there never fades.